Ascend

I haven't written one of these things in what seems like years. From time to time i'd cringe at recollecting on past entries that i'd written and become somewhat embarrassed by myself. It seems at the time as if i'm saying everything i want to say and just wording it in strange phrasings. It's hard sometimes to think of myself in days past, often i'll reread things that i've written on messageboards, or even on "blogs" that i'd at one time had and i'm always finding myself saying "man what a fag". It's as if the more that i progress throughout time, the more unreasonable i seem in days past. I guess that's part of advancing though, who knows, who really cares? I know in time that i'll even look back upon my opening lines here and say "why the fuck did i type that man" and i'll be embarrassed, so i'll warn myself now, this might get nuts.

I'm not entirely sure how i'll utilize this writing space, i may use it at times to weave together tales of my current and past adventures in this life, use it to put down some ideas for new tunes, review some music and rant about it, record some of my far out ideas, things of the sort. I don't know if i'll really show a lot of people this, but i might post it around once or twice. I don't really want people to read this, yet i'm not sure who i'm actually writing this to. I act as if i'm talking to someone, yet i'm talking to no one at all. This will be awkward to stumble across. Enough reality for now, time to get started.