i think i'm on a rapid course to the grave. i don't know why i feel like this, i always knew the older you got the more you're dying, but i thought it was just something to say. I focus so much on myself being in such shitty shape, but i'm sure i don't even know the half of it. I could be literally next to death and have absolutely no idea. i'm in a state of disrepair constantly. I wonder what did it to me? I thrive in other areas though, my music's coming along better and better all the time. I just don't know. It's getting to be autumn now, so winter's on it's way. It was a mild summer and i spent a lot of it inside, maybe the winter blues are coming a bit early this year. I hope i don't absolutely lose my mind this year.


current playlist:

Dinosaur Jr. - you're living all over me
Like Lions - discography
A Life Once Lost - Open Your Mouth for the Speechless...
Death - Spiritual Healing
Faithful Pig - Faithful Pig
Nirvana - Bleach and B-sides