So i've decided to show my appreciation for Slayer and all things thrashing evil mad with a new music project that i'm putting together. I began writing for one song yesterday and the riffs are sounding pretty killer. I'm excited to keep working on it and see if and where it develops. Gonna try to have 2 guitars, bass, vocals, the whole mix. Hopefully i can get that many people on the same page. If not, Geezer and i will do it all ourselves, maybe with a second guitarist or something, maybe not, who knows. Topics to focus on, Radiation, Satan, Warfare, Armageddon, etc. a.k.a "cool metal shit"


in other news, everything outside my immediate personal life can eat a faggot dick, fuck off and drop the fuck dead.


i know you know how to read this, i tried.

waiting on the edge of the world. if the world really were flat, i think space travel would have been figured out years ago.

this modern society stuff makes me squeal like a pig. at least i got geezer hooked up at middleton. i'm happy for him, i just wish i could be happy myself right now.

women draggin me down, band draggin me down, everybody letting me down. hell i even join the team of naysayers.


i even found mold in the parmasean cheese.

i look for trouble so it seems, maybe i am the self destructive one.

i wake up feeling like life has a flat tire. each and every day

can't stop thinking about the early 2000's. Music was so killer. WTF happened? Hellfests used to be the shit, eating vegan food, sleeping in a truck, getting bloody and dirty. Moshing so hard you couldn't move for 4 days. Now it's all wack bullshit. Man those were the days. Currently wondering what would have come of my life if i'd have never gotten out of that life i was in. Probably would be a totally different dude. No one knows if for better or worse, just crazy different.


ILL NEVER TURN AWAY
TURN AWAY FROM THIS FIGHT
ILL NEVER TURN MY BACK
ON THIS FIGHT

LOL

i remember 2002/2003 so well. recollecting memories i'd had of living the end of my teenage years. i loved seeing cky, with good friends at the time, having good times at the time. it's strange that age seems to disconnect you from your life. maybe it's some sort of physiological effect that everyone feels on one level or another in their life. Probably due to a depletion of some chemical that shoots through your body at a certain speed. Drugs alter it i'm sure, stress does too, maybe you develop a tolerance and life just gets the best of you. i have all the faith in the world that one day science will figure it all out if they haven't already, and if they're not too money hungry like they are now, maybe they'll start fixing problems instead of fighting them with bigger problems. But that's the cycle of greed, which is humanity's biggest issue. Getting people over themselves.