i remember 2002/2003 so well. recollecting memories i'd had of living the end of my teenage years. i loved seeing cky, with good friends at the time, having good times at the time. it's strange that age seems to disconnect you from your life. maybe it's some sort of physiological effect that everyone feels on one level or another in their life. Probably due to a depletion of some chemical that shoots through your body at a certain speed. Drugs alter it i'm sure, stress does too, maybe you develop a tolerance and life just gets the best of you. i have all the faith in the world that one day science will figure it all out if they haven't already, and if they're not too money hungry like they are now, maybe they'll start fixing problems instead of fighting them with bigger problems. But that's the cycle of greed, which is humanity's biggest issue. Getting people over themselves.